That Girl.

Oh yeah… me and the guy I like sorted everything out… we’ve made up and were good again.

Although he told my best friend he does really like me he’s just getting over his ex so he wants to sort himself out first before he goes rushing into anything. But really, when is the right time to get with someone else after you’ve been with someone? I know there is a risk of them being a rebound but I don’t think there’s ever really a right or wrong time to get with someone else. Like how things just never seem to be the right time… when is it for this? I don’t think there is an answer for it, its just when your ready and comfortable to be someone elses!! 

Hey guys!!

So I’ve finally got my dissertation finished… Just one piece of coursework left to go… I’m so excited to finish uni.

My mum booked me and her a holiday to Tenerife for a week and my friend moved out there about 3 weeks ago so ill get to visit him I’m really excited :)

So yeah just thought I’d say how I’m doing :)

xx

Well here I am again…

Coursework is starting to really get me down, I feel like I’m getting no where with it at all!! 

I still wish I was in New York!!.

Me and the guy I like have fallen out, I kinda told him how it was with the him and his ex situation and he didn’t like what I had to say so he’s not talking to me now!! Brilliant! 

So yeah, just gonna concentrate on my uni work now do the best I can then see what happens!! 

Heyy…

So again its been a while since i blogged, but been feeling the need to speak to someone today and this is the best way to do it really, even if noone reads it. Feels good to get it out really. 

So ive been thinking a lot lately about all sorts really. New York has come up a lot, I really should be living there. It’s the only place I wanna be in the world all the time. I dont even know where its come from to be honest. Just really missing it since I last went last year. 

This boy… well I’m still totally hung up on him. Its actually getting silly now. I get myself to a point where I’m not too fussed, then i see him out again and that’s it… back to square one. My friend reckons I should speaking to him tell him how I feel and find out off him how he feels, either way she reckons it will help me out whether he likes me the same or not. 

Uni is almost at an end, I have 3 pieces of coursework to done then its all over and I graduate. Im gonna be working with my dad seen as theres no jobs about at the moment which is pretty tough but im gonna get experience out of it and hes gonna send me back to uni to get another degree. So I can’t complain :) 

So yeah that’s pretty much whats been going on with me recently 

xxx

Hey guys

So lifes been pretty crap these last few weeks. Well the last month or so really… 

Uni work has been getting me down, I think I’ve done really well on a piece of work when I hand it in, then when I get it back the mark just isnt what I was expecting. It’s putting me on a real downer tbh.

Baby godson - my beautiful baby godson was born 12 weeks premeture… and he’s gone through so much already. He’s constantly going back and forth into hospital and its awful. I hate that I can do nothing to help except be there for his mum and dad. 

The boy - well alot has happened since I last posted. He’s stayed over at my new house and I kissed him on the weekend but it wasnt all perfect. In the morning he got up and walked out like nothing had happened and I was gutted, we had a massive argument about it but we’ve managed to sort it now. I’ve told him to tell me if he decides how he feels about me cause he still doesn’t know and tbh I think his ex girlfriend is holding him back a lot. I think because he still loves her he thinks theres a chance they could still get back together. He’s too good for her. She’s horrible!! Anyways I’ve given up on chasing him and anyone else for that matter. Im just gonna give up on it cause im sick of being hurt. 

So yeah. Lifes not been brilliant but i suppose Life Goes On..! 

Well its been a week since I told him I like him and I’ve seen him loads since then and been texting him everyday all day. My brother reckons he likes me. He’s always spending time with us and stuff :) he’s so nice and cute and gorgeous :) xx

So… there’s this boy, who I’m really good mates with. And I kinda like him, LOADS! 

And today i told him how i feel about him, and i think its worked out pretty good tbh. :) he’s not fully sure how if he feels the same way, he’s having some family problems so kinda just trying to sort them out. but yeah :) im really happy :D xx

Hey guys..

Well its been a while since i last posted. Hope your all okay.

I have a few things to update you on.

I’m moving out of my mum and dads and into my own house with my brother at the end of november im so excited. 

My baby godson comes home today after being in hospital about 10 weeks. :D 

And i want a new boy but struggling to come to terms with the fact that i dont no how to tell him or whether to tell him. He’s my friend and were really close atm and i dont want to spoil that but i really really like him. :(

Hmmmm…. 

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